it is one of the scarce resource you ever possess
everybody wants a part of it
it is never easy to allocate it such that everyone is satisfied
you can never have enough of it
it can cause disappointment, impatience and stress,
yet when given to the right people, it can make one's day, even a perfect stranger.
it is valuable whether you are someone important or a small fry in the world.
time, the most scarce resource in the world.
why why why...why is it that when you have alot of time with nothing on your hands, you will end up wasting that time waiting for somehting to do. yet when you have alot on your plate, you find that you dont have enough time. time to complete your work. time to visit the toilet, enough time to rest and relax, and time for family and friends. even if you have some time, who do you allocate it to? it seems that when someone asks you out, every other friend wants to meet on the same time slot too. it seems that when you have alot of work coming your way, someone else will ask you for help. it seems that there is no way out. and it irritates me to no end!
there are actually people who exists in ths world who are utterly beyond belief! unreasonableness, rudeness, people who look down on you when they are worth shit, people who insists on getting their way and refuses to compromise. how can a complete stranger push the blame on you and shouts at you when in the situation, you are of superiority status, and chose to be humble and courteous only to be met by such ridiculous attitudes? why do we choose to keep quiet and tolerate such nonsense? why do i lack the guts to put things right? why is the world unfair? all questions no answers.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Sunday, September 03, 2006
about......nohting in particular
long time no see.
been busy with work, more or less. further, not supposed to blog about my job, coz of confidentiality issues. or else it will implicate my integruty according to some accountants act or something...don't really recall the details of what i've learnt in the 3 years in ntu. hmmm...thats bad ain't it? thought i'm supposed to acquire life skills.
somehow feels very lazy to blog also. feels no enthusiasm towards anything le. though i am dying to shop and anyhow spend money (my dad says i am a waster. i always waste stuff...and...i AGREE though i try my best not to. maybe i didnt try hard enough. hai...like how i shouldn't use photocopying machine, coz i always end up with WRONG print jobs!) on many many clothes and SHOES...and i really wanna go bangkok this year. who can go with ME!?!?! hai...deep inside, i know it won't be realised. i should go out n make more friends. not that i have time. every sat is the day to meet up with friends, and so must rotate...also somehow chel left n it feels funny. like missing something like that. then sundays are family days. whether we go out or juz nua at home doing things on our own. i really think it is important to just be togther at home or something. my parents are aging and i am really worried. heart attacks, diabetes, and that C word. nowadays i hate it whenever my dad say "char kway teow".the guilt after i quarrel/be rude to them is also muchmuch worse than before. its not that i am paranoid, but dear friends, pls try to watch out for your parents too! especially those who have hit 50..
btw, this is a sunday afternoon and i am bloody working at home. ok la, not very difficult, not vry stressed...just very tedious!!! also, my laptop can't be used until i find an anti-virus....can some kind soul lend me if u have? real desperate. or else all the photos i have of u will be lost forever!
been busy with work, more or less. further, not supposed to blog about my job, coz of confidentiality issues. or else it will implicate my integruty according to some accountants act or something...don't really recall the details of what i've learnt in the 3 years in ntu. hmmm...thats bad ain't it? thought i'm supposed to acquire life skills.
somehow feels very lazy to blog also. feels no enthusiasm towards anything le. though i am dying to shop and anyhow spend money (my dad says i am a waster. i always waste stuff...and...i AGREE though i try my best not to. maybe i didnt try hard enough. hai...like how i shouldn't use photocopying machine, coz i always end up with WRONG print jobs!) on many many clothes and SHOES...and i really wanna go bangkok this year. who can go with ME!?!?! hai...deep inside, i know it won't be realised. i should go out n make more friends. not that i have time. every sat is the day to meet up with friends, and so must rotate...also somehow chel left n it feels funny. like missing something like that. then sundays are family days. whether we go out or juz nua at home doing things on our own. i really think it is important to just be togther at home or something. my parents are aging and i am really worried. heart attacks, diabetes, and that C word. nowadays i hate it whenever my dad say "char kway teow".the guilt after i quarrel/be rude to them is also muchmuch worse than before. its not that i am paranoid, but dear friends, pls try to watch out for your parents too! especially those who have hit 50..
btw, this is a sunday afternoon and i am bloody working at home. ok la, not very difficult, not vry stressed...just very tedious!!! also, my laptop can't be used until i find an anti-virus....can some kind soul lend me if u have? real desperate. or else all the photos i have of u will be lost forever!
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