importance of being...

sometimes i think you can ascertain your importance in someone's life by the day allocated to you.

for example, if a friend always allocate a weekday to you, then you are likely less important than the friend(s) who occupies the fri/sat/sun timeslot.

i am not saying this is definitely true, but i can't help feeling this way. however, there are variables which may render this inaccurate.

its like dehydration.

ever get the feeling that you are losing something but unable to hold on to it?

or maybe its just that it has been slowly but surely slipping away but you didn't think much of it until its well on its way..

or perhaps its just that people has changed but you are still walking on the spot.



so should you wait and hope things improve, for others to realise or should you simply move on?

efficient day...sorta.

managed to kill about one thousand ants and 1 giant centipede while doing the laundry. because feeling depressed and useless, decided to embark on a brave journey by making cheese tarts and egg tarts. my very first attempt. end result? not bad at all.