drought. after the months of sweet rain and the storm early this year, i am now facing a drought. again. when will i find prince charming? MY prince charming. jurialee says "your time will come". she always say tat. but i have been waiting..for 21 years. when will my day come? haha, by the time i am 35 and still single, i suspect i have to resort to matchmaking. haha. juz imagine it. wher the hell is my prince! cant some moderately tall, abit dark, handsome, sweet, funny guy with broad shoulders juz fall in love with me right now?
in my face. feel so rejected man. i expected it, but it stings everytime i try to act normal. its kind of difficult sometimes. it feels as if i am losing a friend. took so long to become good friends. took so long to be comfy with each other. but end up in this state. do u open up to me coz of that reason or do u reallie mean to be my friend? is there even a distinction for that? i know u need time and i am impatient. but i cant help wondering. will we be friends again?
i tink too much. today j sms me..ask me out. hmm..wonder if i am thinking too much. is it a group outing or..? hope i am thinking too much man. first his rmie and now him..nonono..
ps. they chu4 pattern again. sian.
Monday, May 30, 2005
flashback.at last.
oh yes. i remember what i wanted to blog about! haha..wanted to update my week..isn't this a simple matter, yet i can FORGET? i am so becoming a moron..haaa
1. last last sunday, went for this dnd canvassing. we r paid for filling up empty seats for a seminar. not bad huh? juz sit in the air con room n stone. excep that we had to wear name tags n risk being singled out to speak. my roomie cant make it but luckily jm was going. phew, at least got a kaki there. dun wanna be alone, or go with other comm ple whom i tink, dun reallie click. will rather be alone man. hahz. supposed to meet creative for dinner at 6, luckily, was on msn and saw ql, who told me the location was at tanjong pagar rather than orchard. wtf! and nobody told us? well, thank goodness for ql..jm called, and offered to pick me up. hooray! said he'll be there at 5.50, but he got here at 6.15. wait till i become giraffe. and he managed to wait 5min outside my neighbour's house b4 calling me to check my add. haha..nice 1..so we left, and he managed to go "holland". we were supposed to go tanjong pagar, and he brought me to jurong! haha, all coz he missed an exit on the cte..after 5 million years we reached and had a quick dinner at BK and faster pia up for the seminar.juz in time.
the seminar was by a certian millionaire, mr peter tan. heard of him? me neither. anyway, he's supposed to EMPOWER us to be entreprenuers..in other words, to join his company as an insurance agent at a certain prominent insurance co. however, uninterested i was, i think he told some anedoctes(again, cant spell) with a twist. 1 of the most interesting relevation is that in this life, we work for 2 people, whom we dont realise at all.1 is the bank. coz all our life, we work hard firstly, to pay off the uni tuition loans, next to pay off car n COE loans, and further, housing/renovation loans..the other person, is our maid. haha, tat is funny, and kinda true. who spend more time in the exquisite condo u bought? obviously, the maid does. who enjoys most of the facilities in the condo? yur maid of coz. coz u r too busy slogging in the day to pay for your maid's wages. hmm..sumthin to ponder over?
well, after the talk, the whole lot of us including the whole creative, joe,ql,derk n jeff decided to hav a drink, so we went holland V's essential brew! took a long tme to decide wher to go, coz ms han dunwan to go here or there but dunwan say wher she wanna go..haha..anyway, back to essential brew..kinda lik the concept of the place, as they sell all tea related drinks, even meals n snacks. the best part is that the 2nd level is a jap concept. muz remove footwear and sit on the floor.haha.as usual, with the orange blk guys, there r tons of crap going ard the table.i brought cheesecake which became..smashed cake. everyone juz stared at the cake. then i said: my bro bake 1..then everyone pia for the cake... ??? i felt so insulted.haha..my bro's cheesecake is renowned man. stayed on till abt..1am?then the 2 drivers of the day offer to drive us home.so nice of them, esp ms han, coz she gotta send 4 ple home.jm send derk who lives nearby, then send ql and i back to SG.hee, so grateful to the drivers.anyway, ql was supposed to be at a's house long time ago, so a was kinda upset.ql was so worried all the way.but it wont be that bad rite?afterall, a is a sweet and understanding girl.
anyway, jm n i were supposed to diffuse the tension so ql wont get her head chewed off. when a opened the door, man! i feel as if i juz did something bad and the discipline master was scolding me.felt damn guilty though i did nothin wrong. well, i guess a's anger was well justified. if i were in her shoes n my roomie did tat to me, i'lll be pissed too.poor ql. luckily we stop by to buy ice-cream to help a xiao1 qi4! well, after this incident, i realised that everyone has a temper. its juz that we dont reallie show it to juz anyone. usually, we are angered most and most easily by the people we care about most. the closer we are to that person, the more hurt we are able to feel.cant blame a at all.
2. the next day,i went out with pj and hj. wow, long time since i been to bugis. and a long time since i seen hj. haha..tat girl is always bz. either tat, or shes juz mia and i can confidently say that she is nua-ing at home. somehow no mood to chat or shop(though i suggested we shop..hehe) tink i was too tired from the night b4. sorry girls. haha, mayb next time the outing will be more successful. mostly we juz..drink n sit n eat.hmm..we r seriously aging man! its not an isolated case (me) but seems to be affecting my peers too! yikes! is 21 reallie tat old?
当你孤单你会想起谁？
1. last last sunday, went for this dnd canvassing. we r paid for filling up empty seats for a seminar. not bad huh? juz sit in the air con room n stone. excep that we had to wear name tags n risk being singled out to speak. my roomie cant make it but luckily jm was going. phew, at least got a kaki there. dun wanna be alone, or go with other comm ple whom i tink, dun reallie click. will rather be alone man. hahz. supposed to meet creative for dinner at 6, luckily, was on msn and saw ql, who told me the location was at tanjong pagar rather than orchard. wtf! and nobody told us? well, thank goodness for ql..jm called, and offered to pick me up. hooray! said he'll be there at 5.50, but he got here at 6.15. wait till i become giraffe. and he managed to wait 5min outside my neighbour's house b4 calling me to check my add. haha..nice 1..so we left, and he managed to go "holland". we were supposed to go tanjong pagar, and he brought me to jurong! haha, all coz he missed an exit on the cte..after 5 million years we reached and had a quick dinner at BK and faster pia up for the seminar.juz in time.
the seminar was by a certian millionaire, mr peter tan. heard of him? me neither. anyway, he's supposed to EMPOWER us to be entreprenuers..in other words, to join his company as an insurance agent at a certain prominent insurance co. however, uninterested i was, i think he told some anedoctes(again, cant spell) with a twist. 1 of the most interesting relevation is that in this life, we work for 2 people, whom we dont realise at all.1 is the bank. coz all our life, we work hard firstly, to pay off the uni tuition loans, next to pay off car n COE loans, and further, housing/renovation loans..the other person, is our maid. haha, tat is funny, and kinda true. who spend more time in the exquisite condo u bought? obviously, the maid does. who enjoys most of the facilities in the condo? yur maid of coz. coz u r too busy slogging in the day to pay for your maid's wages. hmm..sumthin to ponder over?
well, after the talk, the whole lot of us including the whole creative, joe,ql,derk n jeff decided to hav a drink, so we went holland V's essential brew! took a long tme to decide wher to go, coz ms han dunwan to go here or there but dunwan say wher she wanna go..haha..anyway, back to essential brew..kinda lik the concept of the place, as they sell all tea related drinks, even meals n snacks. the best part is that the 2nd level is a jap concept. muz remove footwear and sit on the floor.haha.as usual, with the orange blk guys, there r tons of crap going ard the table.i brought cheesecake which became..smashed cake. everyone juz stared at the cake. then i said: my bro bake 1..then everyone pia for the cake... ??? i felt so insulted.haha..my bro's cheesecake is renowned man. stayed on till abt..1am?then the 2 drivers of the day offer to drive us home.so nice of them, esp ms han, coz she gotta send 4 ple home.jm send derk who lives nearby, then send ql and i back to SG.hee, so grateful to the drivers.anyway, ql was supposed to be at a's house long time ago, so a was kinda upset.ql was so worried all the way.but it wont be that bad rite?afterall, a is a sweet and understanding girl.
anyway, jm n i were supposed to diffuse the tension so ql wont get her head chewed off. when a opened the door, man! i feel as if i juz did something bad and the discipline master was scolding me.felt damn guilty though i did nothin wrong. well, i guess a's anger was well justified. if i were in her shoes n my roomie did tat to me, i'lll be pissed too.poor ql. luckily we stop by to buy ice-cream to help a xiao1 qi4! well, after this incident, i realised that everyone has a temper. its juz that we dont reallie show it to juz anyone. usually, we are angered most and most easily by the people we care about most. the closer we are to that person, the more hurt we are able to feel.cant blame a at all.
2. the next day,i went out with pj and hj. wow, long time since i been to bugis. and a long time since i seen hj. haha..tat girl is always bz. either tat, or shes juz mia and i can confidently say that she is nua-ing at home. somehow no mood to chat or shop(though i suggested we shop..hehe) tink i was too tired from the night b4. sorry girls. haha, mayb next time the outing will be more successful. mostly we juz..drink n sit n eat.hmm..we r seriously aging man! its not an isolated case (me) but seems to be affecting my peers too! yikes! is 21 reallie tat old?
当你孤单你会想起谁？
life can be so boring.
i miss ange so much tat i cant bring myself to blog...my life is sooo bleak...now tat shes back, i can blog again...ya rite...since nothin interesting happens to me, i dun see any point in logging my daily routine into my blog. man, all i do is sleep, watch tv, drink lots of water, eat..and more tv..oh, i also go to school for ge lessons..haha..zzz-ing yet?
went to extract my other lower wisdom tooth last thurs, and as usual it was excruciating. actually, it was worse this tme round. the doc managed to make me JUMP while injecting the local anesthesia(er..cant reallie spell), OMG! the pain was bone deep lo! and he put less anaesthesia this time, so when he was DRILLING my tooth, i was scratching the stupid reclining chair. the whole op was reallie bad this time. and of coz for the next few days, i end up looking very cute.in fact, i look lik tweety bird. with swollen jaws! haha so i hiberanated at home for 5 full days. and also, i cant reallie open my mouth, so talking, is out of the question..
realized that despite not having anything interesting to write about, i CAN actually type to fill at least 2 ful paras..talk about long-winded! haha! this week looks q promising, coz will be watching SPIRITS with ange on fri, and attending val's party on sat. also happenes to be hj's bday, but dun think shes celebrating with us. the only thing i dread is tues, coz its havoc-ing day, and after that( which is earliest, 12 midnight) we still gotta learn mass dance!i hate that! i hate dancing, i hav 2 left feet, and i dun reallie see the point in learning it..
actually, having said so many things above, i cant reallie remember why i log in in the first place. i totally forget wat i wanted to say. tats coz my comp takes damn long to boot up..OMG! hot news man! pltmate spotted holding hands with a hunk! wahahah! nice one arh X! haha, shall not disclose who u are, but it is SO obvious! at toa payoh le! and ms juria lee, u r getting so rusty. u shud reallie trade in your satelite! haha..anyway, shall go and THINK wadeva it is i am trying to say..
不是说一个人就是孤单
有时候要学习独立
went to extract my other lower wisdom tooth last thurs, and as usual it was excruciating. actually, it was worse this tme round. the doc managed to make me JUMP while injecting the local anesthesia(er..cant reallie spell), OMG! the pain was bone deep lo! and he put less anaesthesia this time, so when he was DRILLING my tooth, i was scratching the stupid reclining chair. the whole op was reallie bad this time. and of coz for the next few days, i end up looking very cute.in fact, i look lik tweety bird. with swollen jaws! haha so i hiberanated at home for 5 full days. and also, i cant reallie open my mouth, so talking, is out of the question..
realized that despite not having anything interesting to write about, i CAN actually type to fill at least 2 ful paras..talk about long-winded! haha! this week looks q promising, coz will be watching SPIRITS with ange on fri, and attending val's party on sat. also happenes to be hj's bday, but dun think shes celebrating with us. the only thing i dread is tues, coz its havoc-ing day, and after that( which is earliest, 12 midnight) we still gotta learn mass dance!i hate that! i hate dancing, i hav 2 left feet, and i dun reallie see the point in learning it..
actually, having said so many things above, i cant reallie remember why i log in in the first place. i totally forget wat i wanted to say. tats coz my comp takes damn long to boot up..OMG! hot news man! pltmate spotted holding hands with a hunk! wahahah! nice one arh X! haha, shall not disclose who u are, but it is SO obvious! at toa payoh le! and ms juria lee, u r getting so rusty. u shud reallie trade in your satelite! haha..anyway, shall go and THINK wadeva it is i am trying to say..
不是说一个人就是孤单
有时候要学习独立
Saturday, May 21, 2005
lazy me, lazy u
i am too lazy..too lazy to clock in every interesting event that happen to me everyday...haha..so i will start the trend of logging in the events en masse..
1. managed to catch a sneak preview of star wars at Great World..with colin and gang..i must say that i find it totally entertaining, and made me wanna watch the other 5 episodes all over again..though colin say ep II was better..hmm..i still prefer the lightsabre duel scenes in ep III...well, it was kinda weird going out with the gang..though they always say i am one of the guys, but i am also not one of the guys..after all, i dont go to the gents! haha..'still prefer the happy times we have while cramming for exams in Tr 145..
2. coz i went to watch star wars and ange went for diving prac at the expense of missing a ge class, our kind tutor lent us a chinese opera VCD to watch..we decided to watch in hall, so we bought those "popcorn that hasn't popped" (after a tedious search and many times to and fro NTUC and Liberty), famous amos cookies and tang yuan! OMG..so fattening rite! luckily we didnt cook he tang yuan, coz we were stuffed after the cookies and popcorn..and i didnt even pay attention to the opera..coz no subtitles! i can only handle cantonese man..haha..well, ange asked: my blog is "jian bu de ren" rite? haha..then i realised..sort of..since i only told a few ple of is existence, and the topics i touch on are...private and quite sensitive to certain ple..not that i mind them reading, but i think it hits a sore spot..like exposing too much of my soul to others..
3. something unpleasant happened at home, and i realised that real problems do exist in the self-imagined perfect world of mine..isn't it scary how once you've grown up and your parents decided to reveal the family secrets...it sort of changed your world, and how you look at everyone else around you. your family..and even friends...makes you wonder "do they have problems which you will never know about too?" do their families suffer in silence, keeping well hidden secrets from them?
4. at last ange agreed to catch SPIRITS with me..hehehe..but coz our tutor recommended it (i hav good taste hor ange?) yay! have booked the tix...coz we are poor student, we can only watch the cheapest priced 1...hehe...better than nothin..pray and hope there reallie IS subtitles as promised! wonder how they display it...ple running across the stage with placards? hahaha..tat is the 1st image which springs to my mind..haha..though it is highly nonsensical..
boohoo...so sad, ange is going on her diving, and leaving me alone to go for our ge classes...will be a lonely soul...who wanna accompany me? haha..hope ange has fun and comes back with lots and lots of gifts and pics for me! to make up for me not being able to go KL with them..hehehe...will be having my OTHER wisdom tooth extracted..losts of pity needed!!! anyway, bon voyage ange, jw and troy!
1. managed to catch a sneak preview of star wars at Great World..with colin and gang..i must say that i find it totally entertaining, and made me wanna watch the other 5 episodes all over again..though colin say ep II was better..hmm..i still prefer the lightsabre duel scenes in ep III...well, it was kinda weird going out with the gang..though they always say i am one of the guys, but i am also not one of the guys..after all, i dont go to the gents! haha..'still prefer the happy times we have while cramming for exams in Tr 145..
2. coz i went to watch star wars and ange went for diving prac at the expense of missing a ge class, our kind tutor lent us a chinese opera VCD to watch..we decided to watch in hall, so we bought those "popcorn that hasn't popped" (after a tedious search and many times to and fro NTUC and Liberty), famous amos cookies and tang yuan! OMG..so fattening rite! luckily we didnt cook he tang yuan, coz we were stuffed after the cookies and popcorn..and i didnt even pay attention to the opera..coz no subtitles! i can only handle cantonese man..haha..well, ange asked: my blog is "jian bu de ren" rite? haha..then i realised..sort of..since i only told a few ple of is existence, and the topics i touch on are...private and quite sensitive to certain ple..not that i mind them reading, but i think it hits a sore spot..like exposing too much of my soul to others..
3. something unpleasant happened at home, and i realised that real problems do exist in the self-imagined perfect world of mine..isn't it scary how once you've grown up and your parents decided to reveal the family secrets...it sort of changed your world, and how you look at everyone else around you. your family..and even friends...makes you wonder "do they have problems which you will never know about too?" do their families suffer in silence, keeping well hidden secrets from them?
4. at last ange agreed to catch SPIRITS with me..hehehe..but coz our tutor recommended it (i hav good taste hor ange?) yay! have booked the tix...coz we are poor student, we can only watch the cheapest priced 1...hehe...better than nothin..pray and hope there reallie IS subtitles as promised! wonder how they display it...ple running across the stage with placards? hahaha..tat is the 1st image which springs to my mind..haha..though it is highly nonsensical..
boohoo...so sad, ange is going on her diving, and leaving me alone to go for our ge classes...will be a lonely soul...who wanna accompany me? haha..hope ange has fun and comes back with lots and lots of gifts and pics for me! to make up for me not being able to go KL with them..hehehe...will be having my OTHER wisdom tooth extracted..losts of pity needed!!! anyway, bon voyage ange, jw and troy!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
try
have you ever felt that u were trying so hard to do the right thing, yet ending up hurting the 1 person you sought to protect in the first place?
have you ever felt that no matter what you do, you will end up hurting at least 1 person?
have you ever felt that you did what you think whats best, yet unknowingly caused the worst hurt to someone you truly care about?
All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
Nelly Furtado - Try (One of my favourites)
somehow, i feel that this song fits my emotions to an T..it seems that no matter what i do, it is never enough to please everyone. to prevent hurting someone, i made a mistake. i guess i end up hurting him even more, causing him additional stress. what great timing i have. thanks, T for telling me...i dun mean no harm. my harsh words, my curt replies, my abrupt interruptions, my confusions, my headstrong words. i am sorry.
have you ever felt that no matter what you do, you will end up hurting at least 1 person?
have you ever felt that you did what you think whats best, yet unknowingly caused the worst hurt to someone you truly care about?
All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
Nelly Furtado - Try (One of my favourites)
somehow, i feel that this song fits my emotions to an T..it seems that no matter what i do, it is never enough to please everyone. to prevent hurting someone, i made a mistake. i guess i end up hurting him even more, causing him additional stress. what great timing i have. thanks, T for telling me...i dun mean no harm. my harsh words, my curt replies, my abrupt interruptions, my confusions, my headstrong words. i am sorry.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
spoils from my j8 shopping spree
here r my da shou huo! proj shop bag, fila polo tees, converse and socks! er...n my shadow...haha...pardon the poor photography skills..
updates..
wow, haven been here for q some time..was kinda busy, with GE and meeting up with friends..here's an update:
1. had a shopping spree with the voucher dad donated to me. bought a proj shop bag, socks, converse shoes, 2 fila polos and 1 thick frame specs..woohoo..and i only spent 11 bucks!
2. went walawala and had a great time. the band was so so so great. tink live band real great man. so much better than me blasting my mp3..no match man. went with 5 other ple(even number is always good,esp in this case!) the "partnering" is also er...weird, haha as i ended up with troy(hmm...i'm innocent k..totally not interested in him xcept as a friend!), ange with CJ and jw with sh..see..told u its weird! haha anyway seems like only troy ange and i had fun..CJ was in his once-a-year-melancholic-mood, and jw cannot speak to me without a gek-sai face...and sh...tink shes kinda sad, and seems q bored also..hai...wen shi jian qing wei he wu? haha...sometimes i wish there is just friendship and family..makes things much more simpler huh..what do u tink? anyway, walawala (love the way the lead singer pronounces it!) is a great place if u dig live band (as in, LOUD n groovy music..), a nice cold beer or other poison of choice, or..ang moh and stylo-mylo wannabes! haha..seriously recommend u..(yes, unofficial spokesperson here) and pls, invite me along k?
3. met up with ben and rx...too bad min cant meet us..it'll be great to have a long overdue gathering..the last time we met up were with the rest of the class...no chance to reallie tok. anyway, realie had fun haha coz managed to retain some humour leftover from our JC studying days..haha..those were the days man..study in sch till late, then study till kinda crazy and we kept making superlame n hilarious jokes, which eventually end up in us chasing ple away from the study area..wahaha...those were the days man..cant wait for the next class gathering..
4. this space is reserved for my plt gathering...but as of now (since lik..3 weeks ago?) there is no gahering..nobody plan, and tat body will NOT be me...i hate planning it coz it is an unappreciated job. has to contact everyone (waste my sms) and the worse thing is, not everyone reply! hello! even if ure not coming juz reply to say so la...the worse thing is, nvr reply but still turn up? and i hate it when ple tua me..so i prefer to juz turn up rather than know who is going to tua us..shall see how long it takes before we ACTUALLY meet up..maybe the hols of next sem..
1. had a shopping spree with the voucher dad donated to me. bought a proj shop bag, socks, converse shoes, 2 fila polos and 1 thick frame specs..woohoo..and i only spent 11 bucks!
2. went walawala and had a great time. the band was so so so great. tink live band real great man. so much better than me blasting my mp3..no match man. went with 5 other ple(even number is always good,esp in this case!) the "partnering" is also er...weird, haha as i ended up with troy(hmm...i'm innocent k..totally not interested in him xcept as a friend!), ange with CJ and jw with sh..see..told u its weird! haha anyway seems like only troy ange and i had fun..CJ was in his once-a-year-melancholic-mood, and jw cannot speak to me without a gek-sai face...and sh...tink shes kinda sad, and seems q bored also..hai...wen shi jian qing wei he wu? haha...sometimes i wish there is just friendship and family..makes things much more simpler huh..what do u tink? anyway, walawala (love the way the lead singer pronounces it!) is a great place if u dig live band (as in, LOUD n groovy music..), a nice cold beer or other poison of choice, or..ang moh and stylo-mylo wannabes! haha..seriously recommend u..(yes, unofficial spokesperson here) and pls, invite me along k?
3. met up with ben and rx...too bad min cant meet us..it'll be great to have a long overdue gathering..the last time we met up were with the rest of the class...no chance to reallie tok. anyway, realie had fun haha coz managed to retain some humour leftover from our JC studying days..haha..those were the days man..study in sch till late, then study till kinda crazy and we kept making superlame n hilarious jokes, which eventually end up in us chasing ple away from the study area..wahaha...those were the days man..cant wait for the next class gathering..
4. this space is reserved for my plt gathering...but as of now (since lik..3 weeks ago?) there is no gahering..nobody plan, and tat body will NOT be me...i hate planning it coz it is an unappreciated job. has to contact everyone (waste my sms) and the worse thing is, not everyone reply! hello! even if ure not coming juz reply to say so la...the worse thing is, nvr reply but still turn up? and i hate it when ple tua me..so i prefer to juz turn up rather than know who is going to tua us..shall see how long it takes before we ACTUALLY meet up..maybe the hols of next sem..
Sunday, May 08, 2005
first trip to orchard in many many many months.
lunz enjoying her Yuanyang..so SWEET! the coffee of coz...heehee
went out with lun zi today...had a great time, as usual...haha of coz we went SHOPPING and tried on anythin interesting and we can fit into...didnt buy anythin exciting...sigh...realized i haven been on my feet in a longlong time...and the shopping stamina is not there anymore! OMG...getting old? hope not! i wanna be able to spend my salary (in the near future)heartily! splashing out on whatever i fancy..er..and able to fit into..hahz..hmmm...dreaming again..anyway, back to the shopping spree..we chanced upon this section in OG and there was this whole range of very ling4 lei4 clothes..saw this vivid green pants and decided to try it on, with other items of clothing juz for the heck of it! hahz..its reallie comfy but it is kinda..well..off haha..juz look at the pics we secretly took in the dressing room! and after the strenuous taking off and changing clothes, we got to take a break..at tcc! hmm was inspired by thomas ong to try out the coffee there haha..
oh saw this guy who has red hair..and i mean..RED. real RED. marilyn monroe lipstick red. hahz..was very tempted to ask to be photographed with him, but didnt of coz. dun wanna get a black eye.but why? why will he wan hair like ronald's? hmm..dun reallie get youngsters these days..a patch of colour(tastefuly done) will be much more stylish than having a joke on your head!
oh yeah saw the cover of Life! today, and i love it! ok..mayb it is kinda weird to some ple, but i tink its kinda cool kinda sexy. tink the play is called spirits and its performed in FIVE forms of chinese opera! the more i think abt it, the more i feel like catching it..afterall, it IS related to my ge...hehehe...hinthint ange!
oh saw this guy who has red hair..and i mean..RED. real RED. marilyn monroe lipstick red. hahz..was very tempted to ask to be photographed with him, but didnt of coz. dun wanna get a black eye.but why? why will he wan hair like ronald's? hmm..dun reallie get youngsters these days..a patch of colour(tastefuly done) will be much more stylish than having a joke on your head!
oh yeah saw the cover of Life! today, and i love it! ok..mayb it is kinda weird to some ple, but i tink its kinda cool kinda sexy. tink the play is called spirits and its performed in FIVE forms of chinese opera! the more i think abt it, the more i feel like catching it..afterall, it IS related to my ge...hehehe...hinthint ange!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
one of those days...
have you ever have had once of those days where you are super unlucky? well, i juz had such a day!
wanted go library before heading to dental, but was runing late, coz as usual, i lai4 chuang2 and nua for a while..well, by the time i was ready, it was happily pouring! argh! so frantically, i tried to locate a decent lookng umbrella, but there are only 2 miserable umbrellas at home. 1 is a large red umbrella, and the other is a LARGER red umbrella...well..obviously i chose the former. so i pia out and within 10 steps, my flats broke..can u believe it?the strappy little sandals became strapless useless sandals..wad the hell..so i drag my feet back into the house and decided on the safest footwear for a rainy day.flipflops! so i hurried along n managed to get on the mrt without anymore mishaps.i wish.
i was minding my own business, listening to my mp3s, when i thought i heard the star wars theme song..and the next thing, i can really HEAR someone breathing heavily down my neck. being the unfriendly person i am, i turned to my left, intending to diao the person to death...guess what! its darth vader! as in...DARTH VADER!!! in the flesh! and escorted by his storm troopers(tink tats wad they're called..) no less! haha...i juz stood there with my mouth gaped open lookng lik an idiot as everyone ard me was happily snapping with their phone cam...by the time i snap back i had to alight...hence i lost my chance to take any pics! argh!!! whats wrong with me? haha..but tat sure uplifted my mood..
ok..so i pia into the dental clinic and managed to be 20 mins late ONLY..so i had to wait for my turn...and when the doc was trying to wire up 1 of my tooth, he managed to struggle for q some time and decided to give up and said he'll do it at my next appointment. ??? u mean he can do tat? like juz decide to do it anoher time??? wad choice do i have? haha so i juz went out and made ano appointment..and next...pia back to sch!!!
well, met ange and managed to have the first ge lesson without much mishap..hmm, its actually q interesting, but i suspect that i'll have trouble with understanding the various dialects when the tutor show us more opera...well...the kantang (u know who u r) next to me does not seem to be any better..haha...ok...type till v sian...think the nua virus is taking effect..aha..till next time!
wanted go library before heading to dental, but was runing late, coz as usual, i lai4 chuang2 and nua for a while..well, by the time i was ready, it was happily pouring! argh! so frantically, i tried to locate a decent lookng umbrella, but there are only 2 miserable umbrellas at home. 1 is a large red umbrella, and the other is a LARGER red umbrella...well..obviously i chose the former. so i pia out and within 10 steps, my flats broke..can u believe it?the strappy little sandals became strapless useless sandals..wad the hell..so i drag my feet back into the house and decided on the safest footwear for a rainy day.flipflops! so i hurried along n managed to get on the mrt without anymore mishaps.i wish.
i was minding my own business, listening to my mp3s, when i thought i heard the star wars theme song..and the next thing, i can really HEAR someone breathing heavily down my neck. being the unfriendly person i am, i turned to my left, intending to diao the person to death...guess what! its darth vader! as in...DARTH VADER!!! in the flesh! and escorted by his storm troopers(tink tats wad they're called..) no less! haha...i juz stood there with my mouth gaped open lookng lik an idiot as everyone ard me was happily snapping with their phone cam...by the time i snap back i had to alight...hence i lost my chance to take any pics! argh!!! whats wrong with me? haha..but tat sure uplifted my mood..
ok..so i pia into the dental clinic and managed to be 20 mins late ONLY..so i had to wait for my turn...and when the doc was trying to wire up 1 of my tooth, he managed to struggle for q some time and decided to give up and said he'll do it at my next appointment. ??? u mean he can do tat? like juz decide to do it anoher time??? wad choice do i have? haha so i juz went out and made ano appointment..and next...pia back to sch!!!
well, met ange and managed to have the first ge lesson without much mishap..hmm, its actually q interesting, but i suspect that i'll have trouble with understanding the various dialects when the tutor show us more opera...well...the kantang (u know who u r) next to me does not seem to be any better..haha...ok...type till v sian...think the nua virus is taking effect..aha..till next time!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
to be aloof, or to feign interest?
here comes my inspiration. to blog, that is. i am no artist. haha can almost hear the sniggers..
why do some people like to pretend that they are good friends with you? sure, there is no harm having many friends, but i dun get it. why pretend that you are close friends when in actual fact, it is not? why insist that we are a clique when we are not? why insist on including me when i will be left out in the end? in fact, i do not have much interest in your affairs, yet you wan to tell me some yet hide some? oh man..makes it so difficult for me..do i continue to be aloof the way i really feel, or do i feign interest? what is that? hmm...confusing confusing..i just dun get it. do you?
why do some people like to pretend that they are good friends with you? sure, there is no harm having many friends, but i dun get it. why pretend that you are close friends when in actual fact, it is not? why insist that we are a clique when we are not? why insist on including me when i will be left out in the end? in fact, i do not have much interest in your affairs, yet you wan to tell me some yet hide some? oh man..makes it so difficult for me..do i continue to be aloof the way i really feel, or do i feign interest? what is that? hmm...confusing confusing..i just dun get it. do you?
hammie
i hate hamsters! ok mayb coz i am reallie scared of them? so small n easily squashed...but there are always exceptions! this hamster is so cute! tats CJ's baby..its so sweet and fragile juz curling up there..
this is me.
this is me..looking super duper sian...been nua-ing at home for juz 3 days, and can feel my brain dissolving...but it is so luxurious to juz nua and not touch any Mcgraw hill texts!
hard work - durian cake
i baked a cake today! dad bought durians, and since theres so much left over, decided to make do and recycle! eh..ok sounds er xin, but it is my hard work! hope my fam appreciates it...
my 21st.
my pals on my 21st bday!
Yes! at last i can post a picture successfully...phew...can't decide wad pic to put here, as there isn't any recent pics...so what to choose? of coz i choose a pic of my bestest pals and i...honoured? u all better be...muahahaha
Monday, May 02, 2005
have you ever been loved?
have u ever been loved?
i think i have.
it is a wonderful yet torturous feeling.
the best and the worst.
it has made me so guilty, so guilty.
no, i did not cheat, dun think the worst of me.
the friend who loves me the most.
but i love him only as a friend.
a big brother i turn to.
for no sparks flew when he held my hand.
he treats me well and treasures me.
he gets me anythin i mentioned juz once.
the one who cares most when i am ill.
he hates that he cannot bring me happiness.
i hate that i bring him sadness.
he hates that he cannot make me laugh.
i hate that i cannot laugh with him.
he hates that i had to leave.
i hate that i cannot give.
and he told me this...which makes my heart ache
"你可以选择爱我或不爱我，
可是我只能选择爱你或爱你多一点"
i think i have.
it is a wonderful yet torturous feeling.
the best and the worst.
it has made me so guilty, so guilty.
no, i did not cheat, dun think the worst of me.
the friend who loves me the most.
but i love him only as a friend.
a big brother i turn to.
for no sparks flew when he held my hand.
he treats me well and treasures me.
he gets me anythin i mentioned juz once.
the one who cares most when i am ill.
he hates that he cannot bring me happiness.
i hate that i bring him sadness.
he hates that he cannot make me laugh.
i hate that i cannot laugh with him.
he hates that i had to leave.
i hate that i cannot give.
and he told me this...which makes my heart ache
"你可以选择爱我或不爱我，
可是我只能选择爱你或爱你多一点"
3 times a charm
hi..again for the 3rd time today...here's my goal: try to log as many enries as i can today...see how many different topics i can come up with...yes...it is very bo liao...but i AM bored!
having some serious moodswings now.feel so sian, and don't seem to be anthin i want to be doing now. i cant settle on 1 tv channel to watch, nothin nice to listen in my mp3 collection, nothin to talk to my friends about on msn, dun feel like turning to oblivion in sleep either...what is wrong with me? pms...simple answer...am rude to my mom, did nothin all day...cant wait for CSI tonight though..haha...fave tv show...it reallie reallie intrigue me..how smart some criminals are, and how advanced the imaginations of the scriptwriters...
having some serious moodswings now.feel so sian, and don't seem to be anthin i want to be doing now. i cant settle on 1 tv channel to watch, nothin nice to listen in my mp3 collection, nothin to talk to my friends about on msn, dun feel like turning to oblivion in sleep either...what is wrong with me? pms...simple answer...am rude to my mom, did nothin all day...cant wait for CSI tonight though..haha...fave tv show...it reallie reallie intrigue me..how smart some criminals are, and how advanced the imaginations of the scriptwriters...
complete.idiocracy
oh man...i am so having trouble with this blog...haha...i am a complete computer illiterate idiot...do i need to know html to edit/customise my blog? i suspect so...
presently, all i can do is to post TEXT! haha...can u see the picture i posted before this post? i sure cant...damn...haha...i think i am so dumb with this its hilarious! i reallie need help with this...haha...i cant figure this out!!!
presently, all i can do is to post TEXT! haha...can u see the picture i posted before this post? i sure cant...damn...haha...i think i am so dumb with this its hilarious! i reallie need help with this...haha...i cant figure this out!!!
first entry.
This is my first entry. so excited! had so many thoughts the other day, and decided to start my very own blog..but now! zilch! nothing in my empty head...as usual...girl with short term memory...its the start of my hols and i am super duper bored.not that i adore having exams...but at least i was occupied, with reading n reading my notes to death, stressing myself up for nothin...and not to mention, be entertained by my study buddieSss...jiang nan qi guai( or jiang nan si da cai zi as they prefer to be called) and diao xiong...
dididilalala...nothin. nothin in my head. nothin to do. am i boring u yet? i tend to be great at tat...
dididilalala...nothin. nothin in my head. nothin to do. am i boring u yet? i tend to be great at tat...
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