on friendship...

you know how sometimes and somehow, without you realising, you drift off from your friend(s)?
for no good reason, one day you wake up and realise that you don't know her anymore, you cannot click as well, she doesn't confide in you anymore and you don't know what is going on in her life? the loss is discerning yet there is nothing you can do. attempts to resume the friendship will likely be futile. i am not talking about the loss of a friendship. you are still friends, just that the feeling is different, and you feel distant. it is alarming how absence can cost you, despite the long history of the friendship. however, not all friendships will turn out like that. there are certain friends whom i always want to meet up with and yet have no chance to. but once we meet, we can hit it off immediately as if we see each other daily. this makes me question, if the friendship in question, is real? is it sincere? maybe i do think too much. maybe i am too conscious of such issues, whether they truly exist or not.