try

have you ever felt that u were trying so hard to do the right thing, yet ending up hurting the 1 person you sought to protect in the first place?

have you ever felt that no matter what you do, you will end up hurting at least 1 person?

have you ever felt that you did what you think whats best, yet unknowingly caused the worst hurt to someone you truly care about?

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try

Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

Nelly Furtado - Try (One of my favourites)

somehow, i feel that this song fits my emotions to an T..it seems that no matter what i do, it is never enough to please everyone. to prevent hurting someone, i made a mistake. i guess i end up hurting him even more, causing him additional stress. what great timing i have. thanks, T for telling me...i dun mean no harm. my harsh words, my curt replies, my abrupt interruptions, my confusions, my headstrong words. i am sorry.