have u ever been loved?
i think i have.
it is a wonderful yet torturous feeling.
the best and the worst.
it has made me so guilty, so guilty.
no, i did not cheat, dun think the worst of me.
the friend who loves me the most.
but i love him only as a friend.
a big brother i turn to.
for no sparks flew when he held my hand.
he treats me well and treasures me.
he gets me anythin i mentioned juz once.
the one who cares most when i am ill.
he hates that he cannot bring me happiness.
i hate that i bring him sadness.
he hates that he cannot make me laugh.
i hate that i cannot laugh with him.
he hates that i had to leave.
i hate that i cannot give.
and he told me this...which makes my heart ache
"你可以选择爱我或不爱我，
可是我只能选择爱你或爱你多一点"
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