really feel sian about blogging. i think its simply because there is no interesting events happening in my life and nor do i have interesting thoughts. it is proven, as i only talk about my seniors whom i spend my time with 6 days a week, 12 hours a day. duno if ange realised but i sure realised that i keep starting my sentences with "eh my seniors also...my senior hor..blablabla..".
where is the me in the sentences? nothing is happening man. nothing is happening in my life. the only thing which is moving is time and it is moving so fast, i am just letting it all pass me by. i am so boring, that all my new year clothes which i bought are either blue or black. that must be the self-expression of my subconscious being. i am such a boring character that i can actually talk about how boring i really am for such a long paragraph. impressed?

presently, i am sick. AGAIN. this time, the doc gave me 2 days mc. all along i have a weaker constitution due to sinusities, thus more susceptible to flu/dust etc and this is becoming worse since i have started work. i get sick on average, once every 2 months (that is discounting the minor illneses.) i am beginning to notice a pattern. if i don't have sufficient sleep/rest for more than 7 days, my immune system malfunctions and i will come done with flu and sorethroat. within 24 hours, it will lead to congestion of the nasal passageways and infection in the cavaties of my face. the symptoms will be headache, body ache, running nose, nose congestion, sore throat, pain in the cheekbones/below the ear. if i am unlucky, i will also vomit. suddenly i sound like a doctor and even if i dont, i sure made myself sound like an extremely weak person! maybe i should really heed my dad's advice n eat fish oil, vitamins..and whatever pills that promotes general health.

is it just me or are there more and more fakes in this world? now, even fishes you consume are fake! my dad was telling me about fake cod fish which they sell in the market. apparently it looks similar to and tastes like cod fish, and the fishmongers are selling it as cod fishes, thus cheatng unsuspecting housewives. not only are fishes fake, there are also fake "fa-cai" and fake soy sauce, which may be bad for health when consumed. i can understand fake branded goods, as they are a quick way to capitalise on the luxury goods market by tapping on poorer consumers' pockets. ok that i can accept, since you don't really harm anyone (not the people who purchase, coz they do it wilingly and not the luxury brands also, since they are filthy rich, no much harm done). what i don't get is to cheat unsuspecting consumers to purchase food items which may result in deaths? is this really such an uncaring world?

more and more people seem to be leaving. ok la, its just 2. d.soon is leaving for australia, and julia is now based in KL (mayb she'll mary a datuk? but then, can't imagne her dressing elegantly and smiling n waving regally at the reporters). i wish i am brave enough to uproot myself to a foreign country. i guess the desire is not strong enough. if it is, i won't be swayed by little fears. i am constantly asking myself what is it that i want to do in life. and always i have no definite answers. i am only sure of one thing. i dislike what i am doing right now. actually, i am pretty interested in the service industry, in hospitality and tourism industry. i would like to find a job in a hotel, however low it may be. but i doubt they will hire me, as i do not have any qualifications nor experience in this field (if they don't hire me, how will i ever have the experience?). have i made a wrong choice 3 years ago?