complain, i must

i'm in need of a little pity and a little love..having the worst pms ever...my emotions were so so so down over the last 1 week, and i must apologize if i said anything hurtful or vented my anger/irritatedness/depression at you. though u probably did something not very right but does not justify my intense reaction..so i am sorry.

and finally when IT came, i was so relieved and felt that the gloom has been lifted! however, the relief lasted all of 10min before i start to feel the huge surge of pain in my uterus. i'm trying to be scientific here. and if i am not wrong, the unbearable pain, which render me unable to walk without bending over, is caused by the shrinking of the uterus walls. therefore, it must be shrinking really rapidly today! omg, i swear i almost died of pain. whywhywhy! this is one of the million dollar question which will get no answer no matter how many women ask. therefore, since there is nothing i can do to make it stop, i can only complain. and that explains this entry. haaa..tat was lame.