many times i realized that i am the type of person who actually EXPECTS protection from others. whether is it from my parents, my little brother or friends alike..
i recall a time in secondary school where my best friend (who, by the way, is german) rescued me from the bullying remarks of a girl, and thereupon, she officially became my best friend. another time, i was having an excruciating conversation with a very strong minded classmate where halfway, i found myself yearning for the appearance of my best friend to extricate me from the delicate situation.
however, despite the many times i realise my timidity at standing up for myself, i have never consciously change for the better. this said, i wouldn't be surprised that this acknowledgment of the fact will serve no purpose other than an admission of one of my faults.
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